performance writing 

so what about a conversation that doesn't use language? 

this is a conversation without talking. 

what about not asking any questions? 

the closet youtube vid loopz 

ewen cameron's tape loopz (psychic driving):
"you are a good mother and wife and people enjoy your company" 
"people like you. you like people."
"there's something wrong with you, nobody likes you. you've got serious problems."
"do you realize that you are a very hostile person? do you know that you are hostile with the nurses? do you know that you are hostile with the patients? why do you think you are so hostile? did you hate your mother? did you hate your father?
"you feel friendly towards people. you like to feel intimate with others. you can get along with people by being yourself. you feel neat and tidy. if you see paper on the floor, you pick it up."
"janine, you are running away from responsibility! why? you don't want to take care of your husband! why? you don't want to take care of your children! why? why, janine? why?"
"you like to take care of your children, janine! you like to take care of your husband! if you see paper on the floor, you pick it up"


cerebrophone 

three step: 
lsd & electro shock 
tape loopz 
back to sleep (barbiturates) 

Deputies finally linked everything when they found, while still examining the Herrmann home, a Walmart bag with two tarps and a box of 55-gallon, heavy-duty trash bags.





Scunthorpe General Hospital
Penistone Community Church
Lightwater Country Park
Jimmy Clitheroe
Horniman Museum
shitake mushrooms
RomansInSussex.co.uk
http://www.cum.qc.ca/
Craig Cockburn, Software Specialist
Linda Callahan
Dr. Herman I. Libshitz
magna cum laude
Super Bowl XXX
medieval erection of parapets
evaluate
mocha
expression
Arsenal canal
classic
Tyson Gay
basement






http://fsymbols.com/generators/zalgo/








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yoke 

nin We're In This Together
iggy & debbie well did you evah
Vindicated dashboard 
tool Forty Six & 2 // Schism
Suicide Is Painless (Theme M-A-S-H)
physical olivia newton
pet shop I Don't Know What You Want But I Can't Give It Anymore
white stripes 	I Just Don't Know What To Do With Myself
ja rule 
boyfriend Big Time Rush feat Snoop Dogg
back at one brian mcknight
bauhaus Kick In The Eye
eels Novocaine for the Soul
missy Hot Boyz
inxs 	Suicide Blonde	
bowie Rock 'N' Roll Suicide


Cowboys From Hell pantera 

incubus warning
Night Swimming rem





$ diff REVISIONISM

revise shit from the Internet, print it out 

song lyrics 
wikipedia 
movie/tv sub title
youtube commentz 
facebook 
tpp 
the bible 

tip toe around the institution




https://www.tdcj.state.tx.us/death_row/dr_info/mccoskeyjamielast.html


korn faget

HIV!

Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
Walking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly. Please just go away

HIV!
I can see it's hard to find
This blessing in disguise
HIV!
Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hate stay

As I walk I can never seem to escape
All the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, probably. You'd just throw your way...

Faget! [x3]

HIV!
I can see it's hard to find
This blessing in disguise
HIV!
Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hate stay

Here I am, different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel absurd
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly. Please just go away

HIV!
I can see it's hard to find
This blessing in disguise
HIV!
Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hate stay

Faget! [x2]

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day, son
You faggot, if we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?!
Right now I got something to say to all the people that think
I'm strange and I should be out here locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling
Like I'm enslaved to a world that never
Appreciated shit
I WILL SUCK YOUR DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!

He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anysay
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going to say
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anysay
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going away
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going to say
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway

I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world [x2]

All my life, who am I? [x11]

All my life!

I'm just a faget!
Faget!
I'm a faget!
Faget!
I'm not a faget
What am I?
Faget!
You mother fucking queers!



http://monoskop.org/images/2/20/Sconce_Jeffrey_Haunted_Media_ch_1.pdf



performance writing 

(or trying too not use the backspace, it's difficult .)

but, automatic 

however, automatic

i was taking with k about critique and we agreed that institutional academia is shit and the economy of capital and cred is total fuck all. i am wary of a critique of critique i'm wary of my own ability to express anything. so k suggested that maybe talk (about performance) is unnecessary, in so many wayz, and i agree'd. the codification of work through language seemz to severely affect a number of detailz around history, memory, cannon, professional, and a large number of thingz that there's simply no time or ability to talk about. fuckin language, ya know? 

so anyway, all the thingz were happening at once in one small alley in old town portland. addressing dear with a dear. pedestrian: a knocked-over broom stood up. the glass wall, there was inside and outside but cordz and people ran through. purple light & framing happen at valentine's. i felt kin with performerz & audience. i said to jm that it was way less packed than last time. and now i compare my experience, however automatic. 







tobuy
toothpaste
tiny eye sol
bbaco & lighter 


passport
clothes
glasses
contactz sun glassez
modular 
power daptor
headpwnz 
tape rec






This is me today December 7, 2014, dancing with a song by Rachel Sweet in her 1981 album. I was using a purple fluffy scarf as prop and wearing purple shoes.

https://vimeo.com/50834781


fuck

equip seq//vid on and run through 1-8 1-4, contact mic "your necessary // blood stainz // my blood blood stainz" 
s. letter read // backwards tape play
candle light, wicked little town, roll splif, mom talk, suicide talk 
playhouses, bag jump "lionize" 


other distort0 pdl 
scanner 

jektor
led light
extendo cord

text (index, backloop tape?)


nonetheless 
worthwhile 
notwithstanding 
albeit 
disestablishment 



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